Pensive Procrastination

As I sit here in the basement of our library on campus I'm always struck by the silence (except for the group of people in the corner quietly talking). In fact, I think that I may come here sometimes in the month that I have "free" before the wedding to just sit in the silence with God and find peace. It's just that beautifully silent. I've been thinking a lot lately about what my faith personally means to me, why I do what I do, say what I say and think what I think. I've realized that my relationship with God has really become a part of who I am. Sometimes I find things popping out of my mouth so naturally that I'm surprised. While talking to a friend last week on campus I realized that there are so many things about God that I have come to accept without question. Now I'm not sure if this is good or bad, but I see it in the sense of childlike faith. At one time or another I have questioned aspects of God, at times I still do. But through all that